i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
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POSTED ON Dec 28, 2019 22:48:45 GMT
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His head bobs as he hums out an agreement. To him, it doesn't feel like an accomplishment to have both dragons in his company. He just feels... inadequate, unable to raise them to their full potential. Perhaps if they were to be trained under this man, they would turn out better... Self-consciousness picks away at him as it always does, swirling beneath the surface and clawing at his mind with sharp nails.[break][break]
His eyes follow the Dragonite as the man speaks. He seems playful, energy bursting from the seams. A fond smile even rises to the young man's features as the large dragon shoves himself on top of an unsuspecting snowman. It's a cute sight, truthfully. To see a big, ferocious dragon like Dragonite acting like a small child is something Ronan thought he'd never see. Pokemon come in all personalities, however, and he supposes he shouldn't be as surprised as he feels. It's not the most unusual thing, right?[break][break]
His eyes drift toward his Gible while Mateo continues to explain his Dragonite's origins. The wildest of Dratini's, huh? Maybe his Gible will turn out alright, then? If this Dragonite is any indication, the personality can definitely change. Maybe? Oh, he hopes so... He'd have no idea what to do if his little Gible continued to be just as vicious when he finally grows up to become a Garchomp. "How did you end up raising him?" He murmurs. Next, he blinks and then sighs before continuing to speak, soft and shy. "I mean, he seems like a really nice Pokemon. Strong, too." It's not a secret that this man has something about him, something about his Pokemon even. It's as though they exude strength. It practically rolls off them in waves and well, Ronan has no hope of ever becoming something like that. It isn't even fathomable.[break][break]
"Maybe he'll be shy, then?" He questions before dissolving into small chuckles. The notion that his Gible, snippy and rude little Gible, could become anything like him seems a little far-fetched. It's funny, really. As if sensing his amusement, the small dragon moves to gnaw at one of the hands wrapped around his body. Fortunately, Ronan is used to the action and merely provides a few fingers for Gible's enjoyment. The dragon is content for the time being, more than happy to chomp mindlessly at his flesh. It's fine, everything's fine! "I kind of hope he'll mellow out a bit," Ronan sighs out. "It's not that I'm not happy with the way he is now," he adds after a moment. "It's just difficult to get him to listen to anything I say when he just wants to chew on everything."[break][break]
The man's next sentence causes him to pause, eyes widening slightly. Scary scent? He's nothing more than a mouse, a crybaby who's probably in over his head. There's nothing scary about him. "What do you mean by scary?" He almost wants to laugh, to deny the statement as quickly as possible. Instead, he mumbles, almost inaudible among the chatter around them. "I'm far from scary, sir." In his arms, Gible shifts slightly to get closer to the hand he's nibbling at. The man continues and Ronan feels the heat of a flush rising to his cheeks. He moves one arm away from his Gible, balancing the weight of the small dragon into the other arm while his newly freed hand rises to nervously rub at the back of his neck. Strands of hair shuffle to make room for the appendage and while Gible coos, happy to have one hand all to himself, Ronan sheepishly smiles. "You might be putting too much faith in us," he says. It's a lot to take in, truthfully. To believe that his Gible will become a really strong Garchomp? Well, it's something he's dreamed of since taking the dragon in but he always thought it was just a silly fantasy. "I want to be able to raise them to be strong but I don't think I can do it," his voice is soft, vulnerable. "I feel like I'm just going to fail them..."[break][break]
"You," he pauses. "You really think I have hidden potential?" Now he really might be putting too much faith in them. Ronan feels like a failure, like he's a disgrace to dragon tamers. It's not like he's strong or anything, not even intimidating. How could he raise his dragons to be strong when he isn't? It sounds like a recipe for disaster... "I'll try to be a trainer you'll be proud of," he mumbles, gaze falling to his feet as he speaks. If one person could be proud of him and what he accomplishes, that would be enough for him.
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